With far too many memories that no longer hinder, but remind me of better times and worse nights. the frustration of the matter is again i have the feeling like i'm 16 and useless.
I met my niece for the first time today, she's beautiful as a baby can be. her facial expressions say it all and that's just fine by me. Out of this family endeavor I was also given two skateboards from my brother to shape in that artistic form as I please. Maybe one day.
sometimes i feel like a robot. kind of like wall-e. where he's doing shitty day to day tasks and then trying to impress the girl who just can't seem to see him for what he really is. broken. mended. it's all the same.